A few clouds rolled in,
dark on the horizon.
But I wasn’t scared,
because you light up my life.
You are my sun,
shining brightly.
You drive the clouds away
and bring joy and warmth
to the sadness and cold.
Even in darkness,
you... – by Gracie Miller | 8 Views added 5 months ago
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This little heart of mine loves you
more with each day passing.
I’m overflowing with joy;
I cannot possibly contain
the sheer amount of love
I have for you.
Your hugs are the best,
your smile is the brightest,
and your laugh is the... – by Gracie Miller | 6 Views added 5 months ago
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I’ve been finding
New ways
And it’s scaring me
So much,
For I can harm myself
In more ways than
I ever knew before;
I’m so afraid
Of myself now.
These new ways
To hurt
Are scaring me
So bad
Because I don’t know
How to contain... – by Gracie Miller | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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I drive away
The pain
With every stroke
Of my
Soothing instrument;
I comfort my misery
With each time
I drag that
Coping skill
Across my waiting skin.
I satisfy my hunger
For blood
With every time
I score that
Gleaming object
... – by Gracie Miller | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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The me I once knew
Is gone,
Betrayed by the world,
So she left the earth
To take her place
In the sky.
The me I once knew
Is empty,
For others stole her heart
And gave it back
With pieces missing
And showing the darkness
That was... – by Gracie Miller | 9 Views added 2 years ago
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I am no longer harming
And I’m so proud
Yet I'm still regretting it
At the same time.
Back in my early,
Dark and depressing days,
I'd be down that twisted road
Of addiction.
So
As a disclaimer to myself,
I know now that
Even though at... – by Gracie Miller | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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Why would they
Do this to me?
I want to scream at them.
Desperately asking
Why they would dare
Take away my only means
Of relief
When I need it... – by Gracie Miller | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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I can’t wait
Until it’ll
Finally get better.
I certainly can’t
Bear to wait
Until the day when
I’m finally able
To live on each day
Without feeling
The sickening urges
To hurt myself.
I’m longing for
That day when
I’m able at last
... – by Gracie Miller | 1 View added 2 years ago
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The innocent
Little souls
Of this world
Have gone rogue.
They’ve fallen
To the mind tricks of society
And now they’re lost
And shattered,
Broken and abused by society.
They have been stained
With the marks
Of this brutal world,
... – by Gracie Miller | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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I am afraid
And I am awful
For thinking up things
Like the nightmarish stories
In my stupid head.
But
What would become of me
If a nightmare
I wake up from
Were to actually come true?
What would I do?
Could I fight back
With all my... – by Gracie Miller | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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I shudder
As my mouth becomes dry
While my stomach
Twists and churns.
My own skin is unsafe to me,
For it could result
In horrible,
Unwanted things.
You don’t want
To go there,
Not where I was
In my younger days.
You don’t want to... – by Gracie Miller | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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I’m sitting with
My friends
And I’m surrounded by
People I care about,
So why do I feel
So lonely here?
I’m with my friends as we're
Walking down the halls together,
Laughing and chatting,
So why do I still feel
So lonely here?
I’m... – by Gracie Miller | 20 Views added 2 years ago
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You know,
I’m stuck here all alone
In this fight with myself,
With those I love
Already moving on.
You know,
I’m stuck here all alone,
In my aching misery
And longing
To see someone I no longer
Know or recognize.
You know,
I’m stuck... – by Gracie Miller | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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Yes,
I do hate how warm
I get in the summer
But you've got to
Understand my reasonings.
I’ve been tormented
With skin
And laughter
And horrific tricks with no treats
To accompany them,
So you’ve got to understand
How awful this is... – by Gracie Miller | 1 View added 2 years ago
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I can no longer see
Most of them as good,
Kind-hearted
Human beings,
For my definition of them
Has been smashed
Into a million shards.
I can no longer see
Most of them as decent,
For now I believe them
To be
Evil,
Wicked,
Sick,
... – by Gracie Miller | 1 View added 2 years ago
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I want to shout
For my past to
Get away from me
And just leave me alone,
For I am stressing
Every day
And it's all my past's fault.
Anxiety freezes me
Into slow motion,
Making it so hard
To breathe,
For my past just
Won’t stay away.
... – by Gracie Miller | 6 Views added 2 years ago
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I ask myself
Why I should care anymore
About my future,
My health,
My appearance,
My life,
When nothing
Is going right anymore.
I realize
I don't know the... – by Gracie Miller | 2 Views added 2 years ago
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Truthfully though,
I know I need
To accept
How things are
And move on,
But I’m actually
Actively dying inside
Since I can’t find
A remedy for this pain.
I’ve begged
And I’ve hoped
But nothing
Seems to work.
For now I’m just
Stuck... – by Gracie Miller | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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I plead in my head
For them to stop
As a male hugs me
Or rests their hand
On my shoulder
Or gives me a high-five
Or something,
Tensing up in
Fictional apprehension
As if they’ll end up
Violating me.
I should know they probably won’t,
... – by Gracie Miller | 1 View added 2 years ago
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I'm given
So much anxiety,
For I can see
The due date
Catching up to me
On all this homework
I've yet to do.
I’ve got so many projects
Piled up on my to-do list
And I don’t even know
Where to start.
I panic and procrastinate
Until... – by Gracie Miller | 155 Views added 2 years ago
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I want to hurt
And kill myself
Once again,
But I’m so
Unable to
Because of the
Promises I made
And now regret
So much.
Here we go again
While I feel weak
If I ever cry,
While I stuff everything
Down beneath.
All day I act like
... – by Gracie Miller | 1 View added 2 years ago
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Why
Do others always think
They know more about me
Than I do?
Why
Do others always think
They’re more intelligent
Than me about myself?
Why
Can’t I just be
Happy for once?
It’s driving me
Completely... – by Gracie Miller | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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I smiled with confidence
So you wouldn't notice
How weak it really was.
I laughed a lot
So you wouldn’t notice
That I was forcing it.
I wore bright colors
So you wouldn't notice
How black my heart was.
I wore glasses
So you wouldn't see... – by Gracie Miller | 0 Views added 2 years ago
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My past
Haunts me
While my presence
Betrays me.
My future
Hides from me
And all
Seems dark to... – by Gracie Miller | 0 Views added 2 years ago
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We are survivors.
We have scars that we
Will never show.
We have wounds that
Will heal in time.
We have been
Beaten up
And broken down
And told we were
Just nothing.
But in the end,
We are survivors;
We have fought
For our lives
And... – by Gracie Miller | 1 View added 2 years ago
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I never wanted
To start self-harming,
But once I started,
There was no
Going back.
Now I’ve stopped
But I still feel
The desperate need
To do it again;
I miss it
So much sometimes.
I miss the sting,
The pain,
The bumps
On my... – by Gracie Miller | 0 Views added 2 years ago
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It’s not okay,
All this hate
And bullying.
It’s not okay
But no one seems
To do anything about it.
I don’t understand
And it’s not fair,
For so many
Are suffering
And school just
Makes it worse.
All hope for humanity
And the... – by Gracie Miller | 8 Views added 2 years ago
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What do I do now?
I’m feeling so awful,
So despaired,
So hopeless,
So helpless,
And I can’t
Be okay anymore
Right now.
I don’t want
To hide things,
But I just don’t know
What to do anymore.
I just don’t want
To end up like
I did... – by Gracie Miller | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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I can still
Remember those days
Where kids were normal kids
And everything made sense,
At least for a little while.
But then I grew up,
Getting older
And older
In my mind
From all the awful knowledge
Contained inside
Learning things I... – by Gracie Miller | 0 Views added 2 years ago
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I want to cry
So much.
I want to weep
Until I can’t
Breathe anymore,
For whenever
I look around,
All I see
Is a broken,
Messed-up world.
What have we become?
This is not who God
Made us to be;
We are not just
Some wandering... – by Gracie Miller | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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