Tired of Loving

It hasn’t been that long
But I’m already dreading it.
We’re officially lovers now
But I’m sick of
Blushing,
I’m tired of
Smiling,
I’m sick of saying
I love you.
I’m so tired of loving you.
Is that bad?
Could it ruin this
Fragile love we have?
I’m so sick of sending you
Heart-eyed emojis
To express my
Feelings for you.
I’m so tired of loving you
Even though you
Bring me happiness.
I’d rather be alone
In my lonely misery
But you won’t
Leave me be,
So I guess that I’m stuck
Loving you again.