Wanting to love again
but am so dam scared.
My past often haunts me
I thought,
back then
that they cared.
Guarding my heart
even though,
I want to feel.
My emotions,
I keep to myself.
My love and devotion
is something,
I want to... – by Raven69 | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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So now I know why,
I went there.
Down that long
And lonely road.
To learn and grow
Within myself,
And see
What I have sown.
I know
There are still hard times,
Waiting just for me.
Evil around the corners,
Things I can not see.
My faith
... – by Raven69 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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You need to watch your mouth,
When you talk to me.
Your attitude,
And your tone of voice
I will not stand for it
And you will see.
I can be a bitch now,
Like I have been before.
You can not handle this,
Your ass will hit the floor.
No... – by Raven69 | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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I never meant to hurt you,
I know
Am not exactly right.
I didn't mean to go there,
And stay the entire night.
My lust for love
Is evil,
To be touched
And tightly squeezed.
Every time,
I am near him
I get weak,
In my knees.
Trying to be... – by Raven69 | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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Under the stars
Under the moon,
Smiles never last
They always,
Leave to soon.
Spinning around
In circles,
Don't know
Which way to go.
Right back to this..
NOTHING
Like I didn't even know!!
Tired,
Of the same old roads
Tired,
Of the... – by Raven69 | 41 Views added 1 year ago
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As you walk,
Through this thing
They call life.
Never asking to be here,
But often asking why.
You learn fast,
You have to fight
To stay alive.
Or you will slowly
Get eaten,
That alone
Makes your will strong,
For life you strive.
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Sitting on my couch,
Alone some time
After 3 am.
I start to hear
Them whispering,
In my ear once again.
I try hard
To just not listen,
Because it is
A haunting sound.
I start to get paranoid
While I slowly,
Turn around.
I swear
That I... – by Raven69 | 4 Views added 1 year ago
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I have put myself in situations,
I even ask why.
Everybody,
Has had a hard one
And fought the demons inside.
Who are you,
To say it's nothing
My heart bleeds,
And burns with sin.
I consider myself a good one,
Happiness
I try to find,
And... – by Raven69 | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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Looking at myself,
Like many people do.
The scars and old age,
Is starting to show through.
My bones feel more withered,
And my mind is not the same.
Feeling I have lost years
Playing a shallow game.
I ache throughout my body,
Inside and... – by Raven69 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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As I struggle through this shit,
That now is my new reality.
My life has been,
Turned upside down
Inside out,
All the twists and complications
Making me sad
Mad,
And I am trying hard not to shout.
I am having trouble,
These days
Ever... – by Raven69 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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I sit back and listen,
Watch them play and interact.
These girls are all so different
Personalities,
Do not exactly match.
They feud and they fight,
Pushing each others buttons
Nasty comments,
Flying out of their mouths.
But you can bet,
... – by Raven69 | 9 Views added 1 year ago
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Why must I feel this way,
On every ending day.
Why does your words
And actions,
Not end up the same way.
PREDICTIONS...
I can call it,
You have become
Easy to read with time.
You are so insecure all of a sudden,
Don't you remember?
It... – by Raven69 | 20 Views added 1 year ago
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You are a part of me,
My body and soul.
From the first time I held you,
Even in death
I will never let you go.
The love I have for you,
Nobody can ever top.
My arms are always open
For you,
My love will never stop.
Without you in my life,... – by Raven69 | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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Doing things differently,
I guess some people would.
Life is a roller coaster
You always say,
' You Should'
Good times,
Bad times
You take them all in stride.
Nobody ever said it would be easy,
But I was brought up on pride.
Watching my... – by Raven69 | 2 Views added 1 year ago
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Not knowing where to go,
Not knowing which way to turn.
No matter which road you choose
It seems you are always,
Getting burned.
No one really cares,
No one lends a hand
They will push you,
As your falling
And you are supposed
To... – by Raven69 | 3 Views added 1 year ago
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Where does my pain come from,
Down deep in my soul.
All this grief and disappointment
Grabs me hard,
And refuses to let me go.
My first pain was in my heart,
It squeezed so hard
And ran so deep.
My eyes welled up
And tears they flowed,
The... – by Raven69 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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Getting beaten down,
Always doing what you are told
Whether your a boy,
Or girl
Or even young
Or very old.
People taking advantage,
It seems even in how you feel
Always disconnecting,
From what is real.
Pushing the pain deep inside,
All... – by Raven69 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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My memories are fond,
You always had a gentle hand.
As I look back and reflect
Just how much you loved me.
From a baby to a brat,
And both my brothers
To a man.
No matter how you felt or feel,
You have never turned your back.
The things I... – by Raven69 | 6 Views added 1 year ago
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Tell me he doesn't exist,
Tell me
There is no such thing.
I will call you a liar
He comes around only in spring.
Darkness in his eyes,
Evil in his heart,
He will jump out of every corner
Trying to tear your world apart.
They whisper in your... – by Raven69 | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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Staring into the darkness,
Staring in the blackness of the sky.
Seeing the stars
Light up the heavens,
There's nothing more beautiful
That has caught my eye.
The moon in it's full beauty,
Always takes my breath away.
Up there with the
Gods... – by Raven69 | 5 Views added 1 year ago
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There's many stories that I will tell,
My personal journey that I call hell.
No one can imagine
The shit you go through,
When your life suddenly changes
You reach down deep,
Inside yourself
Having your life taken away.
Then God grants you a... – by Tammy Smith | 9 Views added 1 year ago
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