NO ONE REALLY CARES

I have put myself in situations,
I even ask why.
Everybody,
Has had a hard one
And fought the demons inside.
Who are you,
To say it's nothing
My heart bleeds,
And burns with sin.
I consider myself a good one,
Happiness
I try to find,
And let it in.
Some people won't let go,
In blood
My past they sign.
Trust..
Sometimes I have none,
Because what I have seen.
I know that betrayal,
Is always behind your back
And behind the scenes.
I can't understand
Why people are so fake,
Pretend to like and love you
Then roll you over,
With a hot rake.
That's why,
Love scares me
Even though I feel it's real.
I know the pain is coming,
So I prepare
And put up my shield.
Pain is no stranger,
To me it has been a friend.
That's why I trust no one,
But deep in my heart
I wish I could mend.
Mend all the pain and sorrow,
Mend all the sweat and tears.
When I look back on it,
I have wasted,
So many years.
Knowing you can't change it,
The years
That have passed by.
So you sit alone at night,
And hold your head
To cry.
People have to understand,
The path
That I have walked.
At times,
I need a shoulder
And someone,
To let me talk.
Life is a hard road,
And no one is really there.
So hold yourself,
And believe..
Because,
No One Really Cares.