PREDICTIONS

Why must I feel this way,
On every ending day.
Why does your words
And actions,
Not end up the same way.
PREDICTIONS...
I can call it,
You have become
Easy to read with time.
You are so insecure all of a sudden,
Don't you remember?
It was you who did the crime.
Don't know where we are going,
Right now we are sitting still.
No longer know what to do
I have tried everything,
And you still make me feel
That cold chill.
Swallowing everything,
As I listen to your words.
I have gave to much of myself
And I have cried to many tears.
Yet instead of mending fences,
And doing what you are supposed to do
Always blaming someone else,
Look through my eyes
And see the way that I see you.
Can't keep fighting,
For something that is not there.
I sometimes ask myself
And wonder,
Why must you have me here?
Instead of redeeming your love,
Your trust from me
I guess,
You don't need.
After everything
You have put me through,
You continue to make my heart bleed.
Why must you promise me things,
You know you can never give.
Disception breeds within you
Because that is all you have lived.
Can't change,
Don't want to
That is all you know,
To hurt
To deceive and put on a show.
It's sad to me,
The way you live life
You are missing so much,
Trying to be in the spotlight.
True love is what I lived for,
And one day
I always hope to find.
No longer believe in it..
Because the last heart
You destroyed..
Was mine.