You think I'm happy and I guess that's cool
I make you believe I'm living life to the full
Always making it seem like nothing is in my way
Holding on to all my hopes and dreams
I get lost in my day dreams and zone out all the time
My life is... – by Danielle Cristiano | 85 Views added 4 months ago
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Days like this I wish to disappear
To be part of something so much more
This life I live is not for me
Most days it's exhausting
I think about death more than I should
The peace of it makes me feel at rest
So much so I've contemplated... – by Danielle Cristiano | 9 Views added 4 months ago
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It's funny to me how you feel like you can control me
In all reality you are nothing to me!
Why do you feel the need to cut me down so badly?
If you hate me that much then fucking leave me!
Does it make you feel good when you make fun of me?
... – by Danielle Cristiano | 6 Views added 11 months ago
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Another day, another heartache
Why can't I just make it through one day without feeling all this pain?
I really don't think I'm that bad of a person
But maybe just maybe I don't see what everyone else sees
Maybe I am just a body taking up space
... – by Danielle Cristiano | 2 Views added 11 months ago
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I'm drowning in emotion
Trying to hide what I can
As each day passes it becomes harder to stand!
What is wrong with me?
I'm hated by all
My life is a wrecking ball
Just when I think I'm getting back on track
Something pushes me 8 steps back
... – by Danielle Cristiano | 1 View added 11 months ago
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Why does it matter anymore?
Why do I care?
I am not made to live this life
I am just so unhappy all the time!
People always judging and treating me like shit
I'm just so over all of it
No one cares about me
Yet my hearts as big as gold
I'd... – by Danielle Cristiano | 2 Views added 11 months ago
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I almost did what I have been trying to avoid
I almost ended my life
You see things get to be to much
One thing after another
Nothing giving up
I'm being pushed and pulled
I don't know where to turn
I feel lost in this world
Like I just... – by Danielle Cristiano | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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Laying here awake
Wondering how much more I can take
My life is one big mistake
I give so much and you just take
I'm a hopeless romantic I guess you can say
I give more chances than I'm willing to take
I get attached to easily these days
My... – by Danielle Cristiano | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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What do you do when you feel to much?
To much compassion, to much love
I'm sick of getting hurt
My heart really can't take much more
Everyone saying things I want to believe
Most of what they say make me turn against you
You wanted me for one... – by Danielle Cristiano | 1 View added 2 years ago
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What do you do when you don't feel like you?
Who do you turn to when the world's against you?
Do I ask for help or just keep going on?
Slitting my wrists every night helps me feel numb
My tear soaked pillow is my nightly escape
It won't tell of... – by Danielle Cristiano | 10 Views added 2 years ago
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Why did you do what you did?
I will never trust you again!
You made me think I was special to you
But you just played me for a fool
I tried and tried and tried with you
I reached out but you never came through
All the lies you said to my face
... – by Danielle Cristiano | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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Leave me alone
Just let me to die
You didn't care about me anyway
So why this time?
Who called you anyway?
I really hoped to die
Suicide was my way out
But it didn't go as planned
I slit my wrist
Was about to take my last breath
'Til you... – by Danielle Cristiano | 8 Views added 2 years ago
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Tonight is the night I will end my life
I no longer wish to be alive
I am not happy with where I am this time
Maybe if things didn't go so wrong all the time
I look in the mirror and what do I see
I see a mess of a person staring back at me
A... – by Danielle Cristiano | 8 Views added 2 years ago
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Sitting here alone
Staring at my phone
Praying you call and tell me it will be OK
Telling me you are coming back to me.
Why oh why did you leave?!
I thought we had it all
I loved you with my whole heart!
I gave you everything I had,
Shared... – by Danielle Cristiano | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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That summer night, stars shining bright
We took to the night, two kids young and wild.
Friends turning into more
Love pouring into our souls
Sharing secrets, finishing sentences
One day just thrown away
You just up and left
No warning in... – by Danielle Cristiano | 13 Views added 2 years ago
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The day you passed away
Was the day my whole world got dark and gray.
Why did you have to go and leave?
You said we would live for eternity!
We were so happy together, you and I
A bunch of kids just getting by
They said we wouldn't make it
They... – by Danielle Cristiano | 15 Views added 2 years ago
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Another rainy day
Woke up this morning feeling the same way
I feel as though I haven't smiled in days
People asking me if I'm okay
The thing is, it's hard for me to explain
I hate this life I'm living, I hate me
I have nothing to live for these... – by Danielle Cristiano | 66 Views added 2 years ago
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When will this stop?
When will it end?
The nagging and bickering over again
I'm so sick of it all
I need to get away
Suicide is my only way
How shall I do it though?
Slice my wrist? My throat?
It will all make a mess, I know
But that's all my life... – by Danielle Cristiano | 9 Views added 2 years ago
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All this pain I feel inside
All these tears I just can't hide
So many emotions tearing me apart
Where do I go, where do I start?
Cutting myself to rid some of the pain
Leaving scars reminding me of that day
Regretting decisions I have made
Yet... – by Danielle Cristiano | 11 Views added 2 years ago
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Good days are good
Bad days are bad
What's a little rain
If you get to at least dance
Bad days make you strong
Make you appreciate the good
All in all it's life after all
So take the good with the bad
The happy with the sad
This life is a... – by Danielle Cristiano | 15 Views added 2 years ago
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Sometimes I feel like I can't survive
My life is a roller-coaster of emotions
Feelings I just can't hide
No matter what I do
I never feel alive
What is wrong with my life
I feel so broken inside
My thoughts all jumbled in my mind
When will... – by Danielle Cristiano | 11 Views added 2 years ago
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Looking up at the stars tonight
Feeling lost, broke inside
Thinking about what I'm about to do with my life
Wondering if what I will do will be right
Am I gonna be happy again?
Will I feel like me?
Maybe I will get an answer by wishing upon every... – by Danielle Cristiano | 13 Views added 2 years ago
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In this moment, life can change
Day by day, everything stays the same
People talk but have nothing to say
This life is sometimes like groundhog day
We try and try
Yet nothing goes the right way
Every day is "one of those" days.
When will... – by Danielle Cristiano | 22 Views added 2 years ago
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Mistakes get made
Feelings get hurt
Words are said,
That should have never come out
We are human
It is what we do
Suffering is no cure
Apologies are said
But our hearts don't always mend
Sometimes we end up losing friends
Stories get told
Some of... – by Danielle Cristiano | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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I hate this life I am living
I wish I would just die
Everyone hates me anyway
Not like I would be missed by many
My life is nothing but a lie
I don't even know what "happy" is like
I have not been happy in a very long time
Yes I smile, but... – by Danielle Cristiano | 6 Views added 2 years ago
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Sometimes I sit and think
"Why oh why does this happen to me?"
All these emotions driving me crazy!
People tell me it's all in my head
But these people just don't know me
You see I have been through hell and back
Been kicked when I was... – by Danielle Cristiano | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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You make me feel so alone
Every day I'm with you
You act like you don't really care
Yet you say you do
Tell me you miss me
Then just ignore me
This is not the life I want to live
At least not with you in it
I'm so sick of feeling like I'm not enough... – by Danielle Cristiano | 7 Views added 2 years ago
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I have so much to do
So much I would love to see
This world is so big
For someone like me
I want to go
Go far away
Travel through all 50 states
I'm stuck here though
Stuck for so long
Guess I'll never leave my comfort zone
I plan and pray
Yet to... – by Danielle Cristiano | 11 Views added 2 years ago
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