Unhappy

Why does it matter anymore?
Why do I care?
I am not made to live this life
I am just so unhappy all the time!
People always judging and treating me like shit
I'm just so over all of it
No one cares about me
Yet my hearts as big as gold
I'd give you the shirt off my back
Yet you can't even give me a hello
I'm always running, always stressed
I don't have the energy to put up with this
Maybe my time has already passed
I missed the moment, slipped by to fast
Now I'm stuck being miserable
Faking a smile every day
Playing on my phone just to keep the tears away
If I distract myself from all the pain and the constant tease
Then maybe I can make it through another day