It’s July Fourth
It’s July Fourth
It’s way too late at night
The red blue stars aren’t in sight
I’m wrapped into a pillow
But I still feel so hollow
I sat on a roof tonight
I watched the fireworks shine bright
I told you that you have a fire
But I’ll admit I’m a bit of a liar
I just want to be told I have my own light
I just want it all to feel right
I miss how it used to be
Just you and just me
You were at a height
When hopes flew away like a kite
I miss how the heart pieces fit
I miss calling you my sis
I blocked off a certain site
Because I know my feelings aren’t slight
I try to hold my pain in
But it’s hard to hold up my chin
I feel like a mockery
Like an outcast
Like a little girl
On a playground of bullies
I feel hopeless
I feel nothing in faith
I just want a friend
One who I can text or call
But you’re busy
Calling someone else
I think I should stop handing out those necklaces
Because they seem like curses
Somehow I’ve lost my deepest friendships
Despite so much sacrifice
This fourth I felt alone
This fourth I’d hoped the tears would have shown
But I hide them so how would you have known
The seeds of jealousy that I have sown
I used to draw the pictures you use for your clubs
I used to have the best friend quotes too
I used to have the necklace
But now I guess so do you
I thought you wore it every day
But through all you say
I can’t be selfish
Because you are so kind
I can’t be so hurt
Because you wouldn’t want to hurt anyone
I can’t voice this pain
Because you can’t bear another heart strain
I can’t be jealous
Because I don’t want to tear you apart
I can’t try to heal my heart
Because I was the one who tore yours
Something I did, but I couldn’t prevent
The supposed godsend that was sent
Is the fourth
And I tell you your worth
But deep inside I really wish
That you would tell me mine
I’ve been ignored today
I’ve been shut down on what to say
I’ve had a hot dog thrown at my back
I feel like I am under attack
I’ve been told not to help
Even though it was my assigned job
I’ve hidden in the corner
Told myself to pull it together
Tried to speak out
But my voice was too weak to shout
I know it’s not your fault
But it hurts since I remember
I used to go to you
A friendship flame a now dying ember
We used to be close
But now ‘us’ has become a ghost
It hurts to watch the stars explode
And know
That I
Was all
Alone
7-4-23
Tuesday, July 4th, 2023
About this poem
A poem about how lonely I felt. My closest friend saw her old best friend last on the fourth a few years ago. She had many scars from how that friendship ended and it was ironic that this year she had a new best friend who she has put before me at times.
Written on July 04, 2023
Submitted by katherineb.45444 on August 22, 2023
Modified by katherineb.45444 on August 23, 2023
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Words | 542 |
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