The power of the mind a gift I love
But something I must conceal from most
It’s a positive way for me to see but stand back and let things be
I am a creature of my experience, a story unlike... – by Carrie Zis | 9 Views added 2 years ago
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I will not let you lies burden me with shame, I have already done that damage to myself yesterday
You can’t believe someone who is so broken inside
They do not know what they... – by Carrie Zis | 10 Views added 2 years ago
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Living my life and baring my soul
But I have never been lucky this repeat is getting old
I have to change how I think it’s what’s holding me back don’t you think
Finally growing up, I am so slow
I couldn’t give up that party in my... – by Carrie Zis | 10 Views added 2 years ago
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Stealing my words of my raw emotion, sharing with others is a betrayal I can not bare
My private words my feelings noted for me alone, my burden to bare and my story to... – by Carrie Zis | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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My heart is broken, my life has crashed, but we all know that it is over, you can’t put back together things that have been shattered as... – by Carrie Zis | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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This my name it’s mud it is dragged, this my name you might think you know what I am
I am a deception in words, the trueth in actions and I still am here being the girl I have learned a lot but I am still fresh and unbothered by your... – by Carrie Zis | 11 Views added 2 years ago
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How can it hurt so much while I feel so numb
I don’t understand how this I have become
I am trying to hard so fucking it up
Over compensating at every stop
When did I change so much after you
I feel so used completely screwed
I want to be happy
I... – by Carrie Zis | 9 Views added 2 years ago
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Dead inside, no longer bold
Don’t know who I am lost out in the cold
Don’t need anyone but afraid of being alone
Aching for someone to talk to, but lacking the ability to make it... – by Carrie Zis | 15 Views added 2 years ago
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I tried to hard, I stayed to long
I should of walked, the first time you did me wrong
I wanted to believe in the beautiful lies
The ones that I still think about and I still cry
I’m Missing the pretence I thought you were
Finding out the hard way... – by Carrie Zis | 24 Views added 2 years ago
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I’m my own worst enemy, not understanding what it is I do to self destruct and be dangerous for my own
I am not going n to apologise for being created this way, it wasn’t my fault or how I wanted to learn to... – by Carrie Zis | 9 Views added 2 years ago
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Awake and alone, alone I woke, wondering if I will ever be more than a joke
Laying here wishing I was loved, realising I’m nothing so it can never be so
Wanting more, than what I have, but not being seen just used and... – by Carrie Zis | 13 Views added 2 years ago
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Why do you seek, someone that is not meek
But hate it when a girl is upfront and doesn’t Fall
I will not stay in this hell, where all I do is get used, abused and forsaken
All I ever do is love, but only get nothing from that... – by Carrie Zis | 7 Views added 2 years ago
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Lost in her eyes and embrace;
Hours pass but no time waste
I feel safe and secure in her grace;
She feels, smells and good tastes
I never knew this could feel so nice;
To be wanted, felt and honestly... – by Carrie Louise Zis | 7 Views added 2 years ago
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Death is here
And
So I Die
To
Leave my soul
For
The devil to pass my body To
The next unwilling soul
To
Roam the earth
And
Make mistakes
Just like... – by Carrie Zis | 3 Views added 2 years ago
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My heart is like a wave, so easily it breaks;
to mend my heart forever, your love is all it takes.
My heart is like a flower, weltering to it's death;
I hope you understand, there is just one petal... – by Carrie Zis | 4 Views added 2 years ago
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Love is fake but I have experience real love,
I am blessed but now my minds left emotionally inept;
That's ok I don't need to, but I would like to find someone who can handle, all the aspects of this dark strange twisted... – by Carrie Zis | 5 Views added 2 years ago
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