War within Myself
Every day is a war with myself.
I just want to be numb!
I don't want to feel this anymore!
I just need a break!
A break....
A cut...
Just enough to bleed.
The knife wins,
...and I have failed once again.
The whole world stops...
I can breathe.
No more crying.
No more being afraid...
In that moment-
And only in that very moment,
I feel...
Satisfied.
There's a knock at the door.
"Just a second" I say,
As I wipe the blood away.
The tears already dried from my eyes,
I force a deep breath,
Tell myself,
"Just keep holding on",
as I prepare for what's on the other side of that door.
I announce, "I'm coming"
As I turn the door knob.
With a quick movement,
I open the door,
Match eyes with the man standing in front of me...
It's over.
About this poem
***TW*** Some days are harder than others. Some days you win, and some... You Lose.
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Written on May 12, 2018
Submitted by Unnamed19s on May 26, 2024
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Closest metre | Iambic trimeter |
Characters | 764 |
Words | 203 |
Stanzas | 25 |
Stanza Lengths | 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1 |
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