Analysis of What Happened To Real Love

I ain't happy no more...I mean how cld I be...
What started out good brought the worst out of me...
I gave you my love and you trashed it away...
I believed all your lying sweet words you wld say...
I blessed ya with guidance you chose to be blind..
Which altered my vision of thinking your mine...
The blame is on me though..I seen all the signs...
Still chose to be stupid and now I'm behind...
No remorse in your doings..your full of excuses..
The effort committed turned out to be useless...
Now I'm looking foolish and feeling ashamed...
The taste in my mouth blends in with the pain...
Theyre pointing they're fingers with reasons to laugh...
I take in their laughter can't even be mad...
How can I feel empty while full of emotions...
I take on the process and go through the motions...
Yo love wasn't love it was anything but...
The sex was exciting enjoyed every nut...
That pussy was dangerous but I didn't care...
Cause while I was in it no worries were there...
I'm lost in my mental but I shall be found...
Only option is up when your knocked to the ground...
These women ain't women they demons I swear...
Us men live so dangerous so we do not care...
If I cld go back to the barely beginning...
I'd fuck you one night make you swallow my children...
Dip and burn off without even a call..
Cause I'm 1 in a million and there's a million of yal...
Trust issues from misuse of love in my heart...
I trust in the light though I walk in the dark...
These females are prideful and love being savage...
Brag about being toxic...play into the madness...
An old soul like mine has no chance in these days...
So it's best to just lay em and send em they way...
Ain't watching no movie or talking bout feelings...
They'll leave your head spinning like fans on the ceiling...
I'm speaking to me as I'm speaking to you...
Ya might see things different but this is my truth...
I wish that it wasn't this way in the land...
But we live in an Era where no one gives a damn...

I sit and wonder.. what happened to real love...
It puts you under..everytime you trust...
The rain the thunder...can really mess you up...
There's no more lovers...just people lost in lust...