4 Am Poem

what u do now 4 am poem?
sleep and sweat;dream and dance
deep,deep depression in my brain
veins all rejected,dejected,depressed
out of darkness I come in Pain
lips are lilac,love is pain
daffodils,daisies,iris,ivies dance a while
to embrace death
sun a sinner;moon incest
never hurt you;you hurt me like death!
all I ever wanted of you a little kindness,
a little prem;alas! she gave me all rejection
blames,hatred,names
hay is yellow,hails hail hate!heaven you hem
with your hips,lips,nipples
deep deep depression in my brain
veins all ejected,rejected,lame;arti goes to
Temple to pray basketful of prayers to buy
God`s prem(God`s praise);she`ll bribe them to
buy her ways out of all darkness,improper way