I have a question! (or 50)

How much of yourself are you ok with losing?
Are hurtful words always worse than the sight of some bruising?
Do you like feeling numb?
Do you always succumb
to the struggles of life,
while everyone hoards happiness,
not even leaving you a crumb?
Do you enjoy feeling like scum?
How's chasing the dope,
trying to cope, always searching for hope,
only to run into people just looking to cum?
Is there anymore to you than your body?
After years of these games,
Do you really believe you'll still be a hottie?
Why did you used to always see clearly
but these days everything's
a blur & so foggy?
Is healing your past ever really an option?
Instead of feeling better
why would you rather
whip up a concoction,
fueling your body with so many toxins?
Is me communicating this to you just
a waste of my time & my oxygen?
If you ask me, this is rock bottom
But I wholeheartedly believe
you'll one day be,
back to your old self again <3