Hate in my Heart

Hate in my Heart.
Hate fills my soul.
Everyday I lose control.

Somebody please, help me.
I've been hurting for so long.
The pain makes it hard to breathe.

Woke up this this morning,
Tried to act my best.
The turmoil fills my chest.

My heart has turned black.
Soul sold to the devil, no going back.

With God I Plead.
Deep cuts, they bleed.
Wounds that never heal.

Save me from this Life of sorrow.
Another's life, can I borrow?

My eyes burn with tears.
As stare in the mirror.

Nothing is ever right.
Trying to put up a fight.
Looking forward to the night.

Who have I become now?
My head down in a bow.

Anger consumes my soul
The hate in my heart has control.

Mentally insane.
Why should I complain?
Ordinary life is so plain.

I look up to the sky,
And the light hurts my eyes.
Today,
Would be a good day
To finally say goodbye.