DEAD

crazy about you
that’s the rumors
eager to devour you
a glooming light
in the susceptible side of my head
a jab in my face
your loving the other man
shun so strong it broke the walls
of my devotion
to generate hatred
I Have one for myself and share it with you..

Loving you is as much
equal to hating  you
a new pledge
an ominous date
poisoned rays
skeletons in me
love’s a seed
plant one in me
I’m out of skin
covering mistakes
paving ways for you
you’re just a stroke of good luck gone wrong
better to be ignored than hated
I love you in my sight

still
I hate you when away
I love you as I bleed
needing you on this side
among the living dead