Should I Stop Loving You

I don't know what you have been up to,
I don't know what your feelings are lately.
Do you still love me, or have you found another maybe?

My anxiety has been at an all time high,
Just thinking of you and watching time go by.
I am just a text away, yet you don't ever check in anymore.
I don't know why I feel so down and poor.

You were the light that I needed to pick me up,
But that light I guess has dimmed, is it almost out?
You are the best thing in this world for me,
You are the cure for my misery.

I really just want to hug you, so I know what safe actually is,
I don't know why right now, I can't think postitive.

Please let me know your feelings and let me know if you are okay,
Don't leave me hanging, I would like to know where we stand, and if I am just in your way.
I really feel like I might like you too much,
I am sorry if you never felt the rush.

This spark I felt with you doesn't ever go away.
But if you want I can try and conceal it and swallow it whole.
I will never bother you and make myself look like a fool.
I hope everything is okay,
I will try and breathe and relax day by day.
I just always hope you like me still and feel the same.