Drunk poem

I wrote a poem just for you
      one night while I was drinking
 It’s full of all the things I feel
      and some were without thinking
 My poems will tell you how I feel
      while others leave you guessing
 This one is the craziest yet
      ‘cause it comes with just a blessing
 Did you think you were just something
      to help me pass the time
 Maybe you thought that you were here
      to fit inside a rhyme
 Or to fill a void someone has left
      deep within my soul
 But you were here in my life
      to play the smaller role
 You were here for me to enjoy
      for what little time I had
 And meeting you has changed my life
      and made it not so bad
 Although the day will have to come
      that I leave you far too soon
 You’ve made me feel so special
      like I lassoed YOU the moon
 The things you said on lonely nights
      to make me want you more
 Lessened all the painful things
      I’ve been through once before
 So just about the time you feel
      life has given you such angst
 listen to these words I write
      just to tell you thanx!
 Thanx for all the times I was
      a thought inside your head
 Thanx for changing how I feel
      And wishing I were dead
 Thank you for the second thought
      When all your day was through
 The things you said to always show
      Just what I meant to you
 The fact that I could never be
      The one to share your heart
 I can only tell you where you went wrong
      And with others where to start
 My journey has been long now
      And I fear I have to say
 Not having someone in my life
      Has sent me on my way
 The way I know the story goes
      And reasons as to why
 A lonely day within my life
      Would make you want to cry
 But every day I continued on
      As if it were my last
 Running from the things in life
      And the bad things in my past
 But all the running was for not
      Cause things they have their way
 Of coming back to haunt you
      On any given day
 So as I sit and drink alone
      I think of times we shared
 The times you could’ve made me see
      how much you really cared