Analysis of With the ring

It had almost vanished
The life dream was finished
You were seven seas far
For me a fading star

I was not disillusioned
It was inside and never questioned
I dare not it to be mentioned
You had many a timed cautioned

I remembered each and every minute thing
You were forever in mind to be missed for something
You had occupied most of the golden past
The memories were never to be faded fast

I had proposed once with the ring
When you were trying to sing
A song of ever lasting joy
I was lost for a moment to enjoy

You looked at with scant respect
As it was stupid and foolish act
I kept quiet and did not react
It was reality of love in fact

You have now feelings of real bond
I was in fact dreaming of no second
You remained most of the time
Never to missed from life any time

I am now fading start in life
It had been troublesome like an edge of knife
You had promised for something
But was uncommitted for anything

I feel some one is touching me with grace
The blood rushed fast on the face
I wait for something new to happen
It is as if I am waiting for some good news even

“I wear it finally on your name” she wrote
I was feet above ground to claim
That happiness is no more illusion
Why was I so far under the cover of confusion?

I kissed clay on ground
Some new message was found
I felt as if some one kissed me from far end
Was it her really sending me signals  with clear trend?