Analysis of Am I crazy

Why would I want to do it again
 I must be really crazy
 I must be insane...
 You are just a figment of my imagination
 You and I are no longer the same
 Getting old and ancient don't you see
 why on earth would I want to consummate "We"

I still dream of you wearing a different face
 Much younger and full of grace
 The raw magnetism you exude is still the same
 I feel your length it swells to try and tame
 My golden fruit my luscious jewel
 I dream of passion
 I dream of zeal
But we all change over time
 And we began many years ago I can now see
 At a time of strife in my life when she was beating me
 Arguments erupted cause my heart did stray
 Beaten twice my body bruised and swollen
 My girl's anger does come out if his heart is stolen
So now You are done
 I guess you are done with all the fun
 Of watching me fall over
 Time and time again
 Minced my heart up to a pulp
 Spat it out all over the floor
 Like a bleeding rag doll who sulked
 And cried while you walked out the door
Don't even think about it
 Don't even blink
 I aint some rag doll
 Who's wanting to link
 With a guy who is a complete stranger
 Who hugged me like his life depended on it
 Just what I don't know
 Will keep on walking till I fall down
 No more garden for you to sew........