Who have I become

I'm standing
I'm thinking
I'm dreaming
Having outta body experience
trying to convince that it's ok
Crazy I feel
Hopeless I seem
can't put my finger on it, know what I mean?
play it over and over and over some more
soft lips soft skin
parts like me
but swags like he
movements so smooth
make me see blurry
wanting everything to hurry
to be back in your space
seeing smile in your face

what have I become

I've become a lover of you
never before had a view
of what this could be
see it in a different light
its something about you

excitement and wonder
at the feel of your touch
wanting so much....

to know
who have I become?