tylar

my dream boy held his girlfriend's hand
while i was on the corner moaning with shame

i fell in disbelieve
disbelieving that he could rub such affection in my face
i wanted to be the one there feeling his cuticles

with nothing but faith
i know one day only god can  fullfill this miracle
everytime my boy passes by me
i made sure he knew i had sometime for him
i give him the eye
not the eye of shame
but of letting him know my heart glows with shimmering shine just for him
while he looked into her eyes with a smile that refused to fade from my memory

my heart ached with every muscle in it
my dream boy deserves someone like me
someone who envies his shadow
someone who fell in love with him before he could even say a word