him

as a 20 year old girl who thinks about a boy who doesnt care about her ,im depressed.
i cant even sleep anymore .
my eyes refused to shut and let me rest.
why must i be the one to suffer while he is living in happiness?
nobody is supposed too suffer troubly from a minor injury.
blood ,gushing out of my pinch of needle.
 i almost died
i could not take the agony anymore.
why cant he just love me and remove my pain?
a heart break is not easy to handle.
my eyes are tired of turning red from the daily cry for him.
i want him back
i want him back for me