The Freedom of Choice (The Price I Paid)



18 years old and my life is on hold.
There is a heartbeat within my belly,
and my eyes are swelling, from tears.   Because you can't hide life inside of you.
Crimson drops of my fury flood my face,
if only I could hide somewhere in space,
but even there God Himself beholds my shame.
For this being inside of me, He has created a name,         in His Book.
Tears are blue,
the deepest blue,
the saddest hue,       you'll ever know,
Crying a river of most colours,
mixed here and there upon the floor.
No one to comfort at the door.
Because of my flesh, I lived and I laid,
Now this is the price that must be paid.

$360.00, will take away their glares and stares
and stalkings while talking, about me,
and the things that I could have been before without my sin.

$360.00 for a life,
was what I needed to pay their price.

18 years ago, now I'm 36,
I bare a record that $360.00 could never fix.
By the mercy of God through Christ, I'm restored.
But where there are three to love, there would have been four.

Choose wisely.

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Submitted by BooHayes on November 13, 2015

Modified on March 05, 2023

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Scheme XABCCXXBBXCDDEE XAX XX XXXD
Closest metre Iambic pentameter
Characters 995
Words 198
Stanzas 4
Stanza Lengths 15, 3, 2, 4

Dynisha Cole

I grew up as a young girl, living in ghettos in Mississippi with great expectations. I enjoyed Classical Music and I had an appreciation for many things that were not common in my house or neighborhood. I joined the Army National Guard at the age of seventeen and served for eight years while in school. I obtained a degree in Biological Sciences from the University of Southern Mississippi with the hopes to become an oral surgeon, but writing has always been my passion. Although I have been writing since I was very young, most of my current themes reflect a great change that happened in my life in February 2005. When I hit rock bottom after moving from Chandler, Arizona, Jesus Christ saved my soul and gave me a new hope. Because of the different geographical regions I've lived in, and the cultural differences I was exposed to, I can relate to many types of people. Out of all of the experiences, any achievements and abilities I may seem to have, I offer and owe all the glory to Him, my inspiration. Now I live in a small town, I have a husband and three busy boys that keep me laughing and praying. I am continually encouraged by the love of my church family at Dunn's Memorial in Austin TX. I have a mother, father, step mother, sisters, a brother, aunts, and uncles and friends that I pray my life will be an encouragement to. more…

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