I miss you alot

It so hard for me John
when I'm the one is help
with the bill but not my
brother that not right.
I one put food in the home
not them but I don't say notting.
But I will be back I promise
you so time this week ok
if I don't be back this week
I be back next week John ok.
And I hope my phone will be
back on John.
I have to help my mom get it
back on became my brother bill
was so high and they cut it off.
And I hope my mom don't get him
a phone
She said he not get one thank God.