Go Away

Please, just fucking go away. Let me be, live your lies and set me free.
Take your pain and your strife and complicate someone else's life.
You seek, you find, you tear apart
This wounded, bleeding, broken heart.I should have seen it from the start.
Your past, your shame and all your guilt, has cut and sliced what love we've built.
A saint, I'm not, nor claimed to be. Not worthy of all God's given me, not worthy of eternity.
But, you must take your cup and drink, of all this bullshit that you think.
And as you place your blame as mine, just pretend you're holding wine and everything you do is fine.
Watch, as I kneel upon my knees. Begging, Please, for this release.
Such bruised and beaten spirits rest, where once the body was caressed.
Where words were filled with hatred. So degraded and frustrated.
Take that charming smile and walk an extra mile and try to be happy just a little while.
Remember NOT of times ago. Remember NOT that I told you so.
Remember NOT the things you've said, in your clouded, cruel, and spiteful head.
Please, just fucking go away!
Find another girl to play.Find another bitch to bleed and to need.
To kick, to hurt, and spill their guts into the dirt.
But, tell her that you love her true. And that she's meant everything to you.
Know this means NOT a thing to me. Whatever me is left to see, whatever survives the misery.
I tried my best, but lost this fight and now you can claim to be right. I'll just fade into my light.
Don't be sorry, don't try to stay,
Please, just fucking go away!