I should of been done

Sometimes my angriness will devour my  femininity

Afterward I feel tarnished wreaking of a stench that gave an impostetous name to my moodiness. This keeps happening.

I should have been done.

You cannot allow another human being to rot out your humility.

You have to be that woman that God has ordained you to be.

I'm imperfect but all women have limits.

I should have been done.

when crossed so many times
Seeking God is the only way
Of escape, if you keep functioning in disfunction you will soon become a mental  memory sadly to yourself.  

Don't get used to being known for who you used to be.
That's what I call risky behavior.

I did this. It was the beginning of chaos
In my own head daily.

I should have been done.

That shadow flowing over your head with the stench of your past is a hindrance.

Who you tolerate may be the cause of your admittance into self sabotage. They make
 your transformation less likely.

I should have been done.

When not hungry enough, adapting to needs of the enemy is easier than transparency.

I should have been done.
 
Don't let the world of man steal your peace and stagnate growth..

God knows I can relate.. this feels like an intake during emotional recovery..

I should have been done but I couldn't let go.

God saved me from misery. Get what you need from him in order to battle those thrusts of waves that recycle.

I got tired of being shaken into an iceberg
Left with Residue of mental blackness that only left me feeling useless.
 
I was done because my heart let go.