Hopefully With Time We’ll Heal (Bussokusekika)

About this poem

This one is for a very special person whom I once felt was a very dear friend…I have never nor will I ever consider you as a plan b…Nor do I ever believe that I will care about your fame nor fortune…I can not say that I do not find you attractive…That would be a complete and utter lie…Love truly is blind…It causes us to continue to hold on for dear life even when we know we should have let go long ago…And I have been learning that my narci was never capable of love…Her flying monkeys have me feeling as iF I am an island…My Father has revealed many valuable things to me during my prospecting adventures…And I have even given away a raw diamond worth well over $10,000,000…IF not more…Material possessions can not buy true love nor happiness…IF by fate My Father ever does decide to bless me with such a woman…It will be according to his will and not mine…I actually believed that I had been blessed with such a woman…Bible chapter to reference Proverbs 31:10-31…Heck…I believe My Father even revealed the location of King Solomon’s mines to me…But I gave away their location away freely as well because he told me that it was time that I must let go…King Solomon had many wives and concubines…I personally believe that one only truly needs their missing have to make them whole…For some strange reason I feel as IF there is a task I must complete when the time is right…I have been an island for well over 30 years…I believe that I can bear give or take another 6 months…Only time will tell…It seems that there is only one dirt road where I will heading…My narci can keep her flying monkeys IF that is what they so desire to choose…IF a tent was good enough for Noah…I believe that it will be good enough for me as well…It will be up to you to decide IF there will ever be a we…I am hoping to try to budget myself a blazing $20 per day…I have read that might make me a narci…I have so many narcissistic traits by what I have been reading…I wonder IF I’ll be able to do it?We’ll just have to wait and see…I believe the no contact and boundaries are getting to my narci…He’ll…I even shaved off my mustache today…She used to tell me not to save it because I looked like a panocha rasurada without it…I have noticed that she is stimming for some silly reason…She didn’t even go to her beloved Kingdom Hall today…Go figure…