soliloquy for him and him

for whatver its worth
i tried my best
i let you hurt
me i am rotting
i am tainted to you

you destroyed me
you tore apart my room
and i just sat and smiled
without a thought because i love you
oh my i loved you

so whenever you need me
whenever you're mad
ill be right there
i'll be your happy torture doll
and you can put your cigarette on my skin
not that you ever smoked before
but you knew the smell brought me back to good times