Deep In Depression

Where did all the time go
For so long I can't believe I felt this low

It wasn't just a passing phase
My mind was in a cloudy haze

It was hard to fake being happy
When you're feeling this crappy

So I slowly withdrew
From all the people I knew

And I soon became invisible
To those who thought I was miserable

I wish people were a little more kind
Because what's going on inside, to the naked eye is blind

Though the signs were all there
still nobody showed that they really care

So where has everybody gone?
That was a question to my mum

You pushed them away
That's what she used to say

But society hasn't really been good to me
Not passing the buck, I'm taking accountability

I was only trying to protect myself
But as a result it affected my mental health

Now it feels so empty inside
It felt like I had already died...

A long time ago
It's too late to do anything but at least now you know

That this life wasn't meant to be
For me to continue on with the family tree

I hope now that you truly understand
This must've been the devil's doing and not apart of God's plan.