Pain Medicane

Pain medicine

Let me give you a dose
Of how to heal, let me explain how I deal.
 Take a mental notes
It time to file a self appeal

You begin by accepting what is
By Forgiving yourself
Remember it's not your life, But his
And always be quick to forgive
I'm tired of surviving.
But, I'm ready to live.

Start by Face your demons
It's great having control over them heathens.
It's time to get back your crown
There no time to back down.

Fuel the fire and remember your why
 face the feelings you wanted to numb
getting high.
I no longer wanna die.
I wanna do more than just try,
So

Let my actions
Speak louder through each transaction
No more self sabotage distractions
All I want is success without the negative
Subtraction.
I kilt my demons, bcuz I'm an assassin
I know I'm a clown, My attitude is my worst attraction.
But in God's eyes, I'm  perfect
Even with each infectious imperfection
But see
Life came with a book of instructions
So
If you believe you can also have a deep connection.
Just have to keep faith and follow the spirit with your intuition and it's direction.
I promise you feel it in your gut
That is called a conviction.

 I gave myself my own crucifixion
With my actions in the past
I hid with all kinds of addictions.

But God helped me understand....

My soul is my responsibility; my jurisdiction

 I gave my heart
A personal eviction
to all the past pain.
 burn it up like it paperback
Like I am redeeming my nonfiction
 I'll continue to dance in the rain
Bysiders laugh at me deflecting my pain
But its
My Benediction
See I can survive my nonprescription
When life knocks me out.
Most won by wisdom based on my self affliction

I got the holy Spirit in my intuition
We see eye to eye.
I know better than to be in conflictions
For I fear but trust that butterfly heartbeat conviction
On Christmas.
It set me free
 I can only understand that
encryption.
On my judgement day I'll get my daily dose prescription...
 Only won by faith with understanding
I'll finally receive truth from Gods perspective and description.
But hey, apply a lil bit of my dope
Advice...
Open the Bible and pray
And get you some Jesus
Bcuz he's a real dope man
Repent and make that dedication
Bcuz he my only real Pain medication.