A new kinds of love

My loved has changed.
It's never going to be the same.

I once loved to see everything beautiful.
Lived in a fantasy world and enjoyed the beautiful scenes that I created.
I refused to see the world as it is and put on a fake lens before my eyes.

I once wrote a story of how our life should be.
Imagine the good things would turn out between us.
The Dream of being together was so real, but once I awake it disappeared.

I once loved unity.
How nice it would be if we get along?
A long and deep conversation with you, but it never happens.

I once loved happiness.
To be happy with the one I loved.
To make you smile, laugh and have fun together, but it doesn’t exist.

I once loved perfection.
Thinking we could be a perfect couple.
We would be able to handle anything that comes before us, but I never have to worry again since we are not meant to be for each other.

Right now,…
I love to see reality, no matter how ugly it would be.
I love to end our chapter because I have been starting a new one without you.
I love conflict knowing that, it is what it is.
I love sadness, even when it hurts, but it is real.
I love flaws. Guess what? No one is perfect.

These are the new kinds of love that I appreciate.
After I found you with someone else.