Waiting on her

This morning 8:25 I sent her a text, saying good morning and asking how she slept.
It’s now 11:45 and haven’t heard a word from her yet.
Am I being too silly or needy if I send another text, just to find out if everything’s ok?
Anyway, I just shoot another text…
It’s now 12:15, man where is my queen? She’s nowhere to be seen.
By now I’m starting to make up stories in my own head, yesterday she said she was at home sleeping in her bed.
Now I’m freaking out and the thoughts are getting louder too difficult to ignore.
Maybe I should give her a break she’s only 24.
But she is always doing this and not considering my feelings.
But man why am I so triggered? I gotta change the way I view things before I break my temper ceilings.
I try to stay calm but now it’s 14:09, do you still think that I’m out of line?
Situation is getting intense I genuinely feel like I’m losing damn my mind.
They say love is blind maybe that’s why she can’t see that our souls are truly intertwined.
At 15:37 she is texting like nothing ever happened, I swear to God this woman I trying to kill me, but I just hope that I’ll be reaching heaven.