Faked love

Even though I'm older now
And I can hide my frown
Seen the whole town
Already bought my gown
Am able to keep my anger down
More experienced than before
So mature
And I know how to shake off the past
I've become more smart

You took me freakin back
Back to being unable to speak like a baby
Your presence makes speechless
When I see you I can't just seem to hide my smile
Even though its being a while
I'm unable to get over you

When our skin touches
It sets free a bunch of butterflies in my tummy
Why did you bring me to my lowest
And leave me heartless

I said I won't fall in love
But you came
And made love not fall for me
You decieved me
And I fell like a fool

I said I was mature enough to comprehend
But when you come I don't even care about the end
I said I was really vigilant
But you were able to let all my guards down

Why did you make me feel special
And left me unstable in my mentals
You left me detrimental

Everyone respected me
But now I don't even respect me
I was a really bad ass bitch
Now I'm a sad ass bitch

I said I could shake off my past
But look at me wallowing in the spells you cast

Maturity now that I need you
Why did you also leave me