Pain

After every down fall I have no love and no sympathy,
You have made my life horrible,
A steady burden which runs deep,
Trauma to my soul.
A consistent pain that always bleeds,
your unrighteous,
never were you loyal.
After every down fall of trying to love you,
then I forget,
why SHOULD I have to try,
chance after chance with you,
with possible chances of running away,
I have never been happy .
Im not happy with you..
You left my heart broken,
and now Im sitting trying to find its pieces,
Your hate is real when presenting yourself towards me..
Shouldnt have to feel like I’m present anyways when my black has been empty,
currently you have never accepted me for who I am,
And for who I am,
for every down fall its a hassle,
for every bruise its a tear.
and for every letter its pain..