trust

I chose wrong again, I made it my life.
Without knowing he was waiting to strike.
Pulling me under until I can’t breathe and taking my choices, so I have to grieve.
I’ve lost so much thinking I was doing it for gain.
I was wrong again all it brought me was more pain.
I’m trying to move forward but who’s to say I have learned from this.
 I lost myself with just one kiss, am I really that fullish?
When will I find my way to the right person, who am I and why do I keep making these messes?
I need to be clean of it all and fill my soul with love and not tears.
I need to fight get out of that cycle and do it without any fear.
I believe I chose who I share my life with because of comfort, maybe I need to be uncomfortable.
Maybe this time ill find someone more trustable.