The Spectacle of Ruin.

I thought, I found happiness,
Got a piece of love life,
I never had any complaint,
My compulsions got laugh,
Beard the pain as it was,
Kept burning on this fire,
Even if I wanted to die,
But it was not that easy,
Wanted to live by.........
But didn't have stuff,
My helplessness is out of bounds,
My wishes met with suicide,
I came into your false temptation,
And strangled my happiness,
Now the condition is that
I can't even sob anymore,
Neither I can live nor die,
Your indifference is out of bounds,
My life and happiness got ruined,
At last scale of my age,
Where and how to find..........
A suitable life caring partner...........