Not all the dreames will come true

Not all the dreams will come true for the little hopes thugs like me. I feel like life had its own gravity which always pushing us back when ever we try to go high. Im seeing more reasons to die at this age than to reach 70 and die poor. l still remember when I was a  kid my aim was to become rich and help the poor but instead lm the one who is poor and the riches is helping me though some laugh at my life and some pretending like they're helping but destroying the future in disguise, watering a rose with hot water. Anyway it's just a part of life my life