It´s not your fault

This ship that’s sailing on a windy day,
is a total wreck kinda like Titanic.
It’s not your fault though. I admit I deserved this.

All in since the first day,
Thousand feelings but not a word to say.
It was only a recipe for disaster,
Only if I had known what’s after.
Waiting all day for that one smile,
Would have even crawled a thousand mile
Cried myself to sleep for days,
Still tried to work it out every way.

A total wreck kinda like Titanic,
It’s not your fault though I admit I deserved this.

Changing genres from rock to pop to Hip hop,
Hit rock bottom right after the top.
Let my feelings all outburst,
Only because you were my first.
Thought you’d be my last,
but you didn’t last.
Struggling with issues, bubbling with anger,
You were my everything now just a stranger.
Prayed to the god I didn’t even believe,
Lived every day with no will to live.

A total wreck, kinda like Titanic,
It’s not your fault though I admit I deserved this.