Lost Love

When you smiled that smile and
 dashed those eyes in my direction,
was it fate?
What it real?
Questions of abundance but no answers in sight.

I fell in love with who you made me to believe you were.
I never knew you, like I should have from the start,
the whole truth.
 You deceived me, Lead me on....
Then.....You dropped me.

As if I was a rag doll you picked up on occasion,
when needing comfort.
I was your game, your toy.
A Lost Love.

I guess we'll never know what could have been,
for we never knew what we were,
just existing together, as two broken people
stacked against the odds, with no plans for the future.

You will always be my Lost Love,
a love I desired....
Yet lost.
My Lost Love