Join me

Remember waking up on a Sunday morning, with birds singing and the sun caress your skin ?
Yeah, me neither.
It might have been like that, but an hour ago feels like a week ago, and 10 years ago doesn't exist no more.
All I remember is the dull. dirty room.
The worthlessness and disgust
Do you feel it too ?
Of course you do, why else would you be here next to me with the cigarette smell and the alcohol taste on your tongue.
Join me in the dull room
But don't say a word
Stare into the grey wall, and dream yourself to heaven... or hell
Join me in the room where time is relative
Crack a sad smile at the happiness you had
Feel the burning sensation, and warmth through your body
Join me, in my dull room