TRUE GRiEF

The Grief we never see the end . Seeing her die. She was the sun and the moon in my life. If her life was threatened i would take the bullet.     No question i trusted her she trusted me. I lived for her she lived for me.   We were lifebonded . So when i am weak i am there i live there.  I am once again hanging upside down alone in car wondering where she was  and i found her and i screamed her name.     I dare anyone to read my mind. They will be in a corner crying saying how sorry and beg to take the memory. I dont know how. Short taking a gun i already tried a knife.