Welcome to MTL



The air is sour and humid
The street too bright to see the sky
The sounds of Man blare around me
Tepid air steams in with no wind to guide it
Cars zoom by
Youth cheer drunkenly
The refrigerator hums
The temperature too hot
This was home
Goodbye went my childhood home
Hello came the familiar warm arms of my father
I forgot Montreal summers were like this
And for the first time since moving away
I miss my home
Not the one I grew up in
Not the light pollution or bustling streets
Not the real snow and jouàl tinted french
No
I miss the coast-side breeze
The local delicious strawberry breeds
The muffled sounds of Man
The place I blossomed
I needed to see my faraway family
But for the first time
I'm in my city from childhood
And I miss my new home
The sound of cicadas songs and thunderstorms are familiar
But it's not my home anymore
The people in it are home
Though the place I call home
Is not here
Welcome to Montreal
Chew the air
Speak your mother tongue
And bask in the dim nostalgia of a time long past
Before returning home
Renewed
And loved

About this poem

Over the COVID summer, when I visited my family still living in my childhood province across the country, I had some serious disillusionment going on. While I was there, I was hit with a feeling on par with jet lag, where I essentially realized my childhood was over. The final nail in the coffin was my childhood home being sold to a new family. It was very disorienting, because though logically I knew that people's lives don't go on pause whenever I leave, and that I am a different person from who I was when I grew up in Montreal, my emotional reality hadn't caught up yet. My first night there after I had arrived from the airport was hell. Summers in Montreal are boiling hot and humid, and I spent the night tossing and turning with my uncomfortable realization. To try and get it out of me, I wrote this poem. 

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Written on August 10, 2020

Submitted by AshOfRuins on June 15, 2021

Modified by AshOfRuins on June 15, 2021

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Scheme ABCDBEFGHHIJKHLMNOPQRSCTUHIVHHWEXYZH1 2
Closest metre Iambic tetrameter
Characters 1,017
Words 203
Stanzas 1
Stanza Lengths 38

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