Analysis of Sister Goddess

Sister goddess where've you vanished to
in this; my tragic inspiration's need?
I beg of you, freshen my life anew
for my sweet imagination's stymied.
Can't you see me here in desperate sighs
while soft shivered lace consumes the spirit?
Return and slip that long hard gaze in eyes
which flutter inside despair's soft poet.
Exotic chocolate: it does not console,
orange pastel shapes do not reveal words,
I really need once more my feelings whole,
but alas I fear that you fly with birds.
Satin looks which used to soothe this laughter
no longer bring me cool rainbow's rapture.

Sister goddess where're your golden wings
that delicately blew warm temptation?
My sorrow roams along the cold ceilings
which span old times here above my dungeon.
Rescue me! I implore your sanity
swings back into this soul who weeps petals,
this fragrant fear feeds on me; it's hungry
for more and I can not bear its bristles.
Oh vision of wonderful theory's grace,
capture me again with fantastic smiles?
I long to rest my dreams upon your face
so I may find in those features my styles.
Stuttered confusion bellows frustration
while I try my dark senses to sharpen.

Sister goddess where're the songs you sung
to me as I draped stars across the night?
This battered emotion is bleeding; stung
by your absence which covers me with fright.
My lover, friend, companion and quaint pain,
caress me with kisses blown from your lips?
Poetry; prose I simply can't abstain
while you quietly wander ancient ships.
Language is my very essence, my all,
saturate me with your presence dear muse
as beauty drops fruit from the garden's wall,
for these colourful shades turn into blues.
Hear my recital which begs with hot shame,
I am yours my dear, please come and reclaim?