Analysis of "friends"

I'm here sitting passing my time.
Alone in a home, don't wanna see past the blinds. I had a best friend, she spread those lies. Now I sit here wondering why.
I try to keep people around.
But they are Destine to leave.
Here today ,gone tomorrow.
I won't tell no lies.
I know I tried.
Giving Everything but my pride.
So I think I'll just rest my eyes.
I'm here sitting passing my time.
Alone in a home, don't wanna see past the blinds. I had a best friend, she spread those lies. Now I sit here wondering why
The often ask me why.
I don't come around
With shallow eyes.
It's hard to when you know you tried.
I don't give a fuck
Just let it die.
I used to have friends
Now they lie.
I'm here sitting passing my time.
Alone in a home, don't wanna see past the blinds. I had a best friend, she spread those lies. Now I sit here wondering why