Analysis of Test of life

I I did some things in my life can't say I'm proud of. Been through life's little ups and downs love, laugh, feared and cried. Somehow managed to keep myself going, days get longer while the nights get colder. I'm still alive and somehow surviving, but starting to question life as I know it. My willpower isn't as strong as it used to be it's a constant battle oh, just a hold my head high. I wonder am I turning bitter and cold, or is this another one of life's Journeys but I must somehow substain.