“Gone For 2 Long” Leeanna

5 years ago when the police came to me,
I wasn't mad,
I was scared I would never see you again.
I new then they would try to keep us apart,
I wasn't gonna let them we have to much for that to happen,
I was scared I would be gone for 2 long and you would move on,
I new you wouldn't really wait,
Yes
It is the truth I already new, but wasn't gonna give up
I commited to the fight,
To
Fight for what I felt inside,
For
Far to long I allowed my self to think I didn't need you,
Far to long I didn't listen to my heart,
A little scared I would make another bad choice,
That maybe my heart was lying to me,
That maybe you really didn't want nothing to do with me,
That you would turn me away,
That maybe I really did hurt you the way they say,
That it would just be another bad choice to talk to you again,
Than,
I saw Amber and she said that you still love me,
My feelings just burned,
I knew I could just sit back and watch my self hurt and feel all this pain,
I wasn't ready to walk away,
And im still not ready,

Truth is,

Im so in love with you I cant refuse what I feel it is to d*mn real,
I cant deny you I cant deny this Love,
I cant deny that im still in love with you,
My choices are made and im so scared that im gonna lose you and get hurt,
Guess this poem is just to show you

I LOVE YOU
 LEEANNA MAE HEINRICHS