You see me with no understanding

Death is nature death is not wrong.
1 year and a half give or take some.
death was wrong. takes time to
grieve for he was not the first just
the one I could not shake. So you
see I felt him love then felt him
hate. I felt his essence was as
normal to breath. non are him non
will be him. for he was the only.
grieving has stopped grieving has
begun for grieving of myself has
just begun for my future is what I
grieve beauty and grace so I must
let my self now die so I grieve for
me.