True Pain..

You've never felt true pain
 unless you've seen the person you love come and go again,
 convincing yourself at the edge of your bed saying "never again".
 Why do I keep committing the same sin,
 why do I keep hearing you asking me how I've been?,
 when your the exact reason why I'm wishing upon a wishing well,
 the same exact reason why I fell through to hell
 made a deal with the devil
 and gave up my soul like I was about to be part of the illuminati,
 no I didn't do it so I could wake up in a new bugatti,
 I did it so I wouldn't feel the pain that is felt with the human body,
 the lonliness kills you softly,
 I did it so I wouldn't feel the pain of not having nobody,
 I did it because I became a hopeless romantic,
 it explains why my emotions seems so frantic,
 I won't pour out my heart to anyone,
 even if your were the soles of my feet for a day,
 you'd still wouldn't understand this....