In my subconscious have unquenched desire

In my subconscious have unquenched desire!
By Amir Ali Samji

In my sub-conscious; have unquenched desire
Often; that comes out unprovoked to surprise
I sent many SMS messages to God to enquire
But there is no answer: I am burning in my fire

Not aware why I was punished in childhood attire
That chasing me in all spheres of life to back fire
Don't want that happens to me before get inspired
I know there is a way; but I am confused in my tries

I wanted to grow up as an intelligent man; me to hire
Lost my energy unorthodox way; at me you don't smile
We say; destiny is in our hands; why it makes me cry
Many a times; was very close to my destiny; was fired

Gradually it takes you there; have to visualize to inspire
Life is a process; try to accentuate prior goes sky high
Have to leave behind legacy; so others may inspire
I see a light in a window of hope; though it's skyhigh

I'm still in imagination of visualizing; following my stars
Materially I'm OK; spiritually I want God me to inspire
Unless I get inspire; will be in search to fulfill my desire
Know my struggle won't go vain; in God's merciful empire!