Death

The day is grey, My soul is cold.
Why would you care? I don't f*ck*ng know.
Every line isn't going to have a rhyme but every line is going to expose my feelings.
Exposing myself is the one thing I've always been frightened of. Almost as frightening as death.
Death. The thing that I've always wanted to experience but to frightened to take the action to make it happen.
That's my life, afraid of making sh*t happen. Why don't I have control.
I'm not okay and it's not alright. I had my tears and frowns behind this mask smile.
Not only do I lie to others everyday about how I feel but I lie to myself.
One day I will face my fears
I'll slit my wrist and expose my blood and my insides to this world
I'll expose the pain I've been feeling for the last 2 years
I'll expose my insecurities to the world
I'll expose everything
I'll expose ME
Goodbye world
Time to face my biggest bully
DEATH